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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Well today was lovely....not really but it was a better day then i thought it would be... Well anyways school was ok...and Tommy was looking great again!! hehe and we kinda talked a little bit today. I talked to Alec a couple of times today. Anyways nothing else really happened today...I actually talked to Jamie today and we kinda get each other....kinda weird but whatever. She's gonna try to help me out with the whole dan thing....i actually just got off the phone with her...and she was over at Travis's and Eric was there too....Travis said that he is gonna talk to Dan and see what he says haha this should be fun...anyways Travis seems good for Jamie and i think they will be really cute together. Anyways not much else has gone on today...I HATE HIM!! OMG!! i was talking to Alex today and he was like I talked to Garret today and he knows you want him. And I guess Alex said to him " do you know your neighbor Melissa and he was like ya i know melissa and alex was like she wants you" now im like ahh this isnt good my neighbor knows i want him....and now i want the whole LOVE AND BASKETBALL thing to happen....haha hehe....but i guess he smiled so im like all good lol i really dont care hehe. Anyways Real World and Laguna Beach are on tonight! I'm soo pumped!! hehe.


Your full name? Melissa Ann Ray
Height? abou 5'6
Natural hair color? brown
Eye color? hazel
Number of siblings? 2 brothers
Glasses/contacts? yes both
Piercings? my ears
Tattoos? no
Braces? had them but NO MORE hehe

FAVORITE
Color? Orange
Band? Yellowcard
Song? Crazy in Love- Eminem
Stuffed animal? Seal
Video game? DDR
TV show? Laguna Beach or Gilmore Girls
Movie? A Cinderella Story....hehe
Book? The Girl Death Left Behind
Food? um....mashed potatoes                                                               Game on a cell phone? um....
CD cover? Eminem Encore
Flower? White Rose
Scent? Clinique Happy
Animal? Seals
Comic book? boring!
Cereal? cherrios!
Website? i really dont know.....
Cartoon? ugh i hate cartoons

DO YOU
Play an instrument? i used to play piano, flute, and recorder
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week? heck no...i barely watch tv
Like to sing? just to have fun
Have a job? no too bizy
Have a cell phone? yup i feel lost without it
Play a sport? yup basketball and Soccer!
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? hell no
Have a crush on someone? yea...he has a gf (dan) and I really like tommy Live somewhere NOT in the united states? no                                         Have more than 5 TVs in your house? we have either 5 or 6..i cant count
Have any special talents/skills? yea plenty hehe                                    Excercise daily? yea
Like school? well no but i do like the people

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards? yea...
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes? i really havent tried
Speak any other languages?  i try to speak spanish but its not so good
Go a day without food? ya i prolly could but it would be hard
Stay up for more than 24 hours? yea ive done it
Read music, not just tabs? yea i can
Roll your tongue? nope
Eat a whole pizza? hell no!

EVER
Snuck out of the house? nope i guess im a good girl...haha
Lied to get out of trouble? who hasnt?
Gotten lost in your city? ya because I have no idea where the heck anythin is!
Seen a shooting star? yup
Been to any other countries besides the united states? yup Cancun and Canada
Had a serious surgery? nope
Solved a rubiks cube? way to hard for me!
Gone out in public in your pajamas? yup
Cried over a girl? yup
Cried over a boy? yup last night
Kissed a random stranger? no
Hugged a random stranger? yup
Been arrested? no
Done drugs? no
Had alcohol? yeah
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose? no but juice
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator? yup
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc? no i dont think so
Swore at your parents? yup
Been to warped tour? no but i really wanna go to one
Kicked a guy where it hurts? yea
Been in love? not really but maybe later in life
Been close to love? no
Been to a casino? yea
Ran over an animal and killed it? nope thats mean
Broken a bone? no
Gotten stitches? no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter? no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour? are you serious?
Made homemade muffins? nope
Bitten someone? um ya 
Been to disneyland/disneyworld? yes
More than 5 times? no
Been to niagra falls? yea...and I LOVE canada SOO MUCH!
Burped in someones face? no thats gross
the chicken pox? yea when I was little

LAST TIME
Brushed your teeth? um this morning
Went to the bathroom? 10 minutes ago                                                     Saw a movie in theaters? its been awhile maybe like a month
Read a book? well in english we just finished it
Had a snow day? ya last year
Had a party? um...i had a surprise bday for Kelly
Had a slumber party? well i have had a Pistons party where my girls stayed over like in may but its been like 2 years
Made fun of someone? like today
Tripped in front of someone? yup today
Went to the grocery store? um...like 2 weeks
Got sick? i dont feel good right now but im not sick
Cursed? um maybe like 2 seconds ago...i am singing to eminem CD hehe


PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables? fruit
Black/white? white
Lights on/lights off? lights off
TV/movie? movie
Car/truck? car
Body spray/lotion? well perfume
Cash/check? cash
Pillows/blankets? blankets
Headache/stomach ache? headache
Paint/charcoal? paint
Chinese food/mexican food? chinese
Summer/winter? winter
Snow/rain? snow
Fog/misty? misty
Rock/rap? rap
Meat/vegetarian? meat
Boy/girl? boys
Chocolate/vanilla? chocolate
Sprinkles/icing? icing
Cake/pie? cake
French toast/french fries? french fries
Strawberries/blueberries? strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool? swimming pool
Hugs/kisses? hugs                                                                       Cookies/muffins? cookies
Wallet/pocket? pocket
Window/door? door                                                                      Emo/goth? neither
Pink/purple? pink!
Cat/dog? dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve? short sleeves
Pants/shorts? pants                                                                               Winter break/spring break? spring break
Spring/autumn? autumn that means winter is soon!                              Clouds/clear sky? clear sky                                                           Moon/mars? moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?TONs!                                                  What are their names? Haha that would take awhile                                    Do you have a best friend? of course
Have you ever liked one of your friends? yea i do right now
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? girls
Have you ever lost a friend? no
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend? yea
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend? tons!
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend? yea
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend? I've done a lot but i dont kno what the nicest was...prolly not let one of my girlies get in trouble by her dad cuz she was with some guy
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you? um...theres so many things i just thinks its awesome that there is always someone and usually like tons of people there for me
Do you miss any of your old friends? yeah
What friend have you known the longest? Lindsay or Sarah
thing youve done to a friend? um i dont know what the question was....
If so, what is it? um...
How often do you spend time with your friends? I with em like all the time
Do any of your friends drive? yea a lot of them do                                                                                                      

 Has a friend of yours ever died? no                                                        Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend? i've done plenty of dumb things 
What do you think your friends think of you? they love me and they could never live without me hehe

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love? no
If you have, with who? 
Are you single? yup
Are you in a relationship? um..no
For how long?  
Do you believe there is someone for everyone? um..ya but some people just wont get theirs
What is your idea of the best date? Going out all day shopping hehe and then maybe having dinner and just being with each other
What was your first kiss like? um..hasnt happened
How old were you when you got your first kiss? um havent
Do you think love is a load of shit? no
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex? um...i dont know
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before? no
Have you ever been dumped? no
Have you ever dumped someone? no
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex? um...

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers? cozy
Hat? head
Hard? um..
Free? single
Space? empty
Taste? yummy or icky
Good charlotte? good music
Red? blood
Heart? love
Cord? turn on
Cheese? yummy
Rain? amazing!
Work? ugh
Pedal? bike
Head? the big circle thing on ur body
Bed? sleep
Fluff? poofy                                                                                   Hardcore? music
Race? win
Knife? stab                                                                                           Jump? trampoline

I....
am? jealous                                                                                           want? to go snowboarding
need? to go snowboarding                                                                    crave? guys haha
love? snowboarding
hate? *him*                                                                                             did? many things
feel? annoyed and unloved by *him*
miss? *him*
am annoyed by? *him*
would rather? In CALI!...with my baby
am tired of? everything
will always? be a bitch to some people

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music? rap
What time is it now? 5:03
What day is it? Tuesday(laguna beach night!)
Whens the last time you called someone? um 1/2 hour ago
How much money do you have right now? i havent counted
Are you hungry? not really
Whatcha doin? what do ya think
Do you like parades? no
Do you like the moon? i think its kinda boring and i dont know why some people are so amuzed by them
What are you going to do when youre done with this? go watch Gimore Girls
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over? um i dont think so
If you could have any magical power what would it be? know what people are thinking
Have you ever had a picnic? ya
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young? yup
What about sock em boppers? they are fun to kick around...until you pop them hehe
Are you wearing any socks right now? no..cuz when ya live most of ur life like at school and basketball and soccer with them on they suck!

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny? heck ya
pretty? sometimes
sarcastic? yup..and sometimes people just dont get it
lazy? yea
hyper? sometimes
friendly? ya except for with people i dont like
evil? ya sometimes
smart? if i wanna be
strong? uh huh
talented? in some things
dorky? yup! but its fun!

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high? daniel                                                                                            skip? Kaleigh..cuz we like to skip hehe
dance? me..wait can i don that?                                                           lonely? sarah
pen? um.??
flower? danny
window? kelly
psycho? Molly!
brain freeze? Emily
orange? Lexi!
sassy? helen! hehe                                                                                  jelly? kelly i guess

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide? against
love? for
drunk drivers? against
airplanes? for
war? against
canada? for(VERY FOR!!)
united states? for
rock music? for
gay marriage? dont really care
school? for
surveys? for
parents? um both
cars? for!  i love my baby!
killing? against
britney spears? against
coffee? against..it stunts your growth i definitely dont need that
pants? for

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive? hell yeah
Play strip poker? maybe
Run away? no
Curse at a teacher? yea
Not take a shower for a week? YUCK!
Ask someone out? yea
Lie to someone to make them think better of you? no i am who i am
Visit a foreign country for more than a month? yea
Go scuba diving? yes!
Write a book? no
Become a rockstar? ya
Have casual sex? no

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use? Brilliant Brunette! 
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex? um...
What kind of computer do you have? i have no idea
What grade are you in? 10th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies? oo fun!
Or just make out? um..would be fun...
How many posters do you have in your room? like 10                               How many cds do you have? um..i would never be able to count


Monday, November 29, 2004

Ok well today was boring and kinda upsetting. It was a normal day and I had a pretty good day in civics today cuz Tommy was lookin pretty damn fine!  But then Lexi told me that Dan is going out with Michelle, and its not like he can't its just that I am jealous and I can't stand it! Its like you never realize how much you love someone until you see them with someone else and it hurts. God sometimes I wish I could just get things situated with him and maybe we could give it a try but then sometimes I'm afraid that we would lose our awesome friendship that we have. I really don't know what to do. It doesn't help that last night I was looking at Michelle's live journal and it was saying all this stuff about how they watched a movie together this night and hung out this night and all these convos saying that he loves her because then it makes me realize that i'm not as important to him as I used to be. Ya he tells me he loves me but I just don't believe him anymore. Why am I even gettin mad over this? I hate it soo much! Well anyways so I really need a guy right now...someone that could maybe help me get over him but I dont know if it would work. I just wanna have a guy that would always be there for me someone that would hold me when I'm down but its just not happening. It doesnt help that my best friend Kelly is too busy for me and she has to watch a movie instead of tryin to help her best friend ugh I just need someone that would always be there...i hope its not that much to ask just to have someone there but whatever.